I cried...a lot

I cried today...a lot.

Tears of relief that The Husband was coming back home.

Tears of confusion, as my defences struggled to come down.

Tears of gratitude, that Tara was finally settled. All the worry about changing schools again, meeting new people etc. etc. are now a thing of the past.

I feel weak, depleted and not quite sure of all this emotional turmoil. 

But I'm glad the uncertainty has passed and we can now move on to other challenges that life holds for us...together..in one house...like a proper family. Now if only I knew how to stop the tears on tap..