Thursday, 14 February 2013

Crying again.. but happy tears..

Okay..I just visited another Mum's blog, saw some remarkable pictures, and before I knew it had tears flowing down my face. Only this time I knew why I was crying.

1. The photographs were stunning

2. I long to be one with Nature...almost like a craving from deep within. Always have, as far back as I can remember. I am surrounded by daily life, it's trappings, a technology crazy family who have material desires and an absolute lack of any shape or form of Nature-craving.

3.I am genuinely happy for the proud achievements of a fellow Mum who has fought her own demons and battles - and emerged with a success she so deserves.

Well done you..

Now to some more crying..

Tell me if I need a doctor..if anyone reads this

Saturday, 2 February 2013

I cried...a lot

I cried today...a lot.

Tears of relief that The Husband was coming back home.

Tears of confusion, as my defences struggled to come down.

Tears of gratitude, that Tara was finally settled. All the worry about changing schools again, meeting new people etc. etc. are now a thing of the past.

I feel weak, depleted and not quite sure of all this emotional turmoil. 

But I'm glad the uncertainty has passed and we can now move on to other challenges that life holds for one a proper family. Now if only I knew how to stop the tears on tap..